| so i realized something today. i saw jamie in front of my (a trailer situated in the middle of nowhere) history class, and i was so happy. she's my roomate, yea yea, she lives in the next room, but iw as delighted to see her. it reminded me of why i'm friends with her and why i enjoy her company so much, duh, cuz i'm automatically happy to see her. and i got back my midterm for history today, half of which i slightly bombed but the other half of which i did well (the prof complimented me!!). and the first thing i wanted to do after i got out of class was call chris and tell him how happy i was about the compliment. with some people, i just want to be a part of their lives and have them be a part of mine too. they just automatically bring good feelings in me and i love it! i always think before i do things, try to rationalize, try to think over and over again about what i'm doing and why didn't i realize it before, i'm a psych major. i should know what that does to a person. sometimes you have to trust instincts, and i trust my happy feelings. why shouldn't i, afterall it's the best thing i've got.
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